Birthday Buster

So I pretty much had the worst birthday in all of my 25 years of life. Yes, it's true. I woke up happy with the intent of doing something FUN, only to remember we have no money. My husband had to work, my mom had to work and my sister had no car to come see me. I got up took a shower, wished I had some cereal to eat, but settled for a toasted pb&j. I did wake up to my nephew Dylan singing to me 'happy birthday'. That made me smile. Later James comes home from work, wishes me a happy birthday and soon takes a nap. We had thought about going out to eat, but I can't see spending $40-$50 on dinner when you dont have that money to spare. I would rather spend it on scrapbook supplies :) At least I'd get me a nice selection of loot. :) But that didn't happen either. Then Jon comes home and the boys start fighting, I get irritated and go lay down in my bed. ( I cant wait to move out ). Finally we order dinner and have it delivered which costs just about $30 anyway. Then we arguing about this that and the other thing, I start crying, bla, bla, bla and leave to go get myself a birthday ice cream cone. While I'm out and about doing that, my auntie Patti calls and I tell her all about my horriable day. Then to find out that James' family was having a birthday party for his dad and I the next night that I wouldn't even be able to attend because I had to work. James claims he told me, but I think I would remember. The best and only gift I got was a T-shirt from my Nicole and an awesome necklace, and a few 'happy birthdays'. I hate birthdays. Lets see what next year brings....Boo!

catching up..

Soooo I attempted to learn how to swim today....yeah didn't go so well at all. I have to get over that fear of being in the water. This has been my goal every summer, but yet I fail at it each year. Why can't I just jump in like everyone else??? This is all thanks to Ralph Burbank. For I will never be normal again. I can't get over the feeling of water going up my nose and when I do manage to get under the water I panic and open my mouth, and it's all down hill from there. Arg, it's annoying and embarassing.

James starts at Venice Hospital on the 14th, what a great birthday present! haha. I can't wait. We are looking into buying a house here pretty soon. After we pay off some of those never ending credit card bills. That is also very exciting for us.