looking to the future...again

Well I'm at it again...yup, back to school. One would think that as I keep taking class after never ending class i would be getting closer to reaching my goal...not the case for me. This whole idea of going back to school hasn't been easy for me. Classes are fairly easy, but actually finding classes that are available and that don't get dropped is the hard part. Yes, it is messed up. It's been one whole year since I've stepped foot on a college campus. But as the fall semester approaches I've had some things to figure out...so that took me to University of South Florida in Sarasota to talk to an advisor there...helped a little but still not as clear as black and white. Later that visit led me to State College of Florida (formally MCC) to speak to an advisor there...who pretty much told me he couldn't help me since I'd eventually would want to transfer to USF that I'd then have to speak to a USF advisor so I did and intern she told me since I'd be going to Tampa or St. Pete I'd have to talk to an advisor up there about their campus. I was about ready to shoot someone but instead I left crying. How can I help myself when these so called advisors can't even help me??? This has been an ongoing disaster of a mess since day one pretty much...which was 5 years ago. So much for advisors anyway. So once again I've had to figure this out on my own and hopefully wont end up in the same situation as I did the last 2 semesters. I just need to work hard to get out of MCC and on to USF. I know I can do it it's just going to take a lot more time and a lot more money....and more years at Bed Bath and Beyond. But I will....I will make it and when I do....I will look back on the long winding road and think that every part of this was worth it.